Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Sometimes I feel like...

Sometimes i feel like i'm slipping away. Not as if i'm dying but i feel like i'm slipping into darkness sometimes. It seems almost like the cynicism and pessimism have gone too far and now they've consumed me. Sometimes i feel like anakin in starwars, slowly slipping away to the dark side.

that's probably why it struck me so much when jesus says he is light and anyone who is in him will be in the light and no longer walk in darkness. this still makes no sense to me. i almost want to say those words are just metaphors and discount them but in a lot of ways, i know what he means. I know what he means by being in the light but i just can't let go of this darkness and it won't let me go either.

let's see what this light thing you are talking about means jesus. shine your light that i may want it more than darkness.

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