2009

I know. It's another post about 2009.

To be honest, this year brings quite a bit of uncertainty to me. I would like to say more so than other years but that's just in retrospective. And in reality, the first half of 2009 is kind of boring (I'm sorry Douglas). The real fearful portion of the year is right after my contract expires....April 24th 2009. I've been thinking of going on a missions trip and have been advised to go for at least a month.....to a part of the world with no wi-fi or electricity.....

It made sense to me today as I stared in the mirror. How would I ever become a pastor without a sliver of life experience? That being said, I would need to rack up quite the lot of experience if I plan to be a pastor as young as I am. I have been actually cramming my life with every learning opportunity I can. Nothing that happens anymore is overlooked haha.

But I am quite scared since I'm kind of a clean freak.

Then comes the second half of 2009. No idea what I'm going to do. I'd like to say that I'll be at Regent but am I even ready? I am really young. Not to say that it's a bad things but there are just so many holes in my life that I'm sure I'll need filled before I am really any good.

Meh. That's the end to this useless post.